Article source A Chen, a female writer from Mainland China
I am old. One day, in the lobby of a public place, a man came to me. He took the initiative to introduce himself. He said to me: \"I know you and I will always remember you. At that time, you still Very young, everyone says you are beautiful. Now, I am here to tell you that, to me, I think you are more beautiful now than you were when you were young. At that time, you were a young woman, with the same appearance as you were then. I love your now devastated face more than I do.
This is Duras\'s language at the beginning of \"The Lover\". It is not pretentious, exaggerated, or narcissistic, but something that really exists. I personally prefer the appearance and age of the same state. I don\'t know others. Anyway, I grew up. In the concept of being educated, I am a person who accepts the beauty of nature. Our appreciation value concept is too single. Everyone’s single aesthetic ability, young, 20-year-old face is the only sign of beauty, fine lines, sunken eyes, There should be skin relaxation. These are all negative energy in the single value of this era. Only the 20-year-old face and the 20-year-old body are positive energy for everyone.
Last year, I finally grew two white hairs, which were forcibly pulled out by my mother. It doesn’t matter how you can have white hair when you are young. She said that white hair is so hard to see, and she said it was a form of horror and contempt. I was very angry. I was really angry. I was 27 and finally grew two white hairs. I was pleasantly surprised and precious. This is the only proof that I am old. She actually pulled it out for me.
Because in my opinion, it is very sad to be called Xiaoguliang from the age of eight or nine to 27, especially as soon as 30 is called Xiaoguliang, the matter may be in your perception, others call it My little sister, little girl, said that she is young and loves to listen like this, but in my perception, 27 is about to 30, I will be very angry to call me little girl, little sister, this is a nickname that is extremely disrespectful.
Once again I have been young for more than 20 years. I want to change my tastes, to a real age. Being young is sad. The sad thing about her is that the world does not need to distinguish its special features. The world speaks in general terms but Anything young is good is beautiful. When I was 21 years old, I met a middle-aged man on WeChat. He asked me if I was beautiful. I said in general, what kind of quiet literary appearance, he said that no matter what it looks like, as long as it is young, it is good. This sentence sounds like a compliment to my youth. I thought about it for a while and was extremely scared, meaning that even you There is no characteristic, no talent. As long as your body is a 20-year-old body, people who are ugly and untalented are not ugly. To put it bluntly, this means that you have nothing but a young body. This is a horrible sentence that is the same. It is something that you can say casually without knowing your benefits and your advantages. Now how many women are still drunk and addicted to this sentence, so that they desperately In skin care, it is peeling, and it is rejuvenating.
Like my mother, she is more than 50 years old. Her hair is less than half white. If there is a little white, it will be dyed black. If there is a spot on her face, she will remove it, or she may apply a freckle cream. It is because she is very concerned about the appearance of her face, hair and body. She spends a lot of time outside of work on skin care, whitening, freckles and hair, buying clothes and changing clothes, looking in the mirror, so that she has no extra time to think, think about what she is, and think about half of her life. Do you want to do something else? Just like that, clothes, skin care products, hair, pants, and stockings took her life.
She has never read a literary work, never read Shakespeare’s poems, did not know the loneliness of \"Steppenwolf\", did not see the colorful colors of Nietzsche’s oil paintings, nor listened to a piano and violin concert, let alone Tang Xianzu’s In Kun Opera, it is far from possible to mail a dozen large boxes of clothes that she has accumulated over the years to the children in the poor mountainous area. She only wore the clothes that she slept in the closet and the clothes she asked for from her natal wealthy relatives, wealthy relatives. She always buys her inappropriate or disliked clothes. The mechanical inertia habit of grabbing clothes, shoes and trousers has gone deep into her bones, so her home has become a garbage dump with mountains of clothes. If you don\'t wear it, you can\'t bear to lose it. She always feels that every piece of clothing is useful and she needs.
In fact, she does not need clothes, pants and skin care products, but because of the blankness of the brain and the blankness of thinking, all she can think of is clothes and skin care products.
In this way, clothes, pants, stockings, skirts, shoes and skin care products. The old age has eroded her life and exhausted all her.
There is nothing else in her life, and she drifts with the flow. The patriarchal society prevents women from breaking through, thus encouraging women to decline, letting the ideas of unnourished fools control and block women’s brains, and finally let them one by one. All fell into the bliss.

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